I am under a lot of stress from school.....

I am doing good in school but i am just under tremendous stress. It is just this feeling that i am behind in my Circuits 2 class that is causing me this major stress. The easiest way out would be to just spend a day to review everything i am behind in (which really is nothing.... it is just this weird feeling that is creeping around haunting me telling me i AM behind) and then i'll be good. But of course, that is what i did NOT do....Instead, i just eat and laze around. The eating part is an undertstatement too. Eating under stress is not a good idea....not especially if your body is really trying hard to reach the shape (round) it has been used to for the past 19 years. So recently i gained a lot of weight..... Sometimes i am just mad at myself for giving in WAY too easily; this in turn causes me to eat more.... It is like a never never ending cycle of self torture...

So, as of today, i am denoucing my evil ways of dealing with stress......I will try to get caught up. But if that takes longer that it should (knowing me, it probably will) i came up with a few strategies to deal with it. First of which is to try to do mindless homework. Next in the list is to read my novels. Or just plain watch tv. Or update this blog

So watch out for more updates. I am really really committed to this this time, unlike the previous 23 times ;P